Insubstantial venting
Jul. 3rd, 2009 10:13 amSo, after that last post that ended about how it'd be swell for me to get some sleep, and how badly being ill-rested has been affecting my emotional state?
5am. 5 @!#$@ing am is when my body finally manages it. Then I "sleep in" until 10am and am wide awake. And by "wide awake" I mean completely %!@$!ing exhausted, but fearing that I'm up for good anyway.
I seriously cannot deal with this.
Trying to figure out why this happened, I realize that I finished off a serving of museli from Au Bon Pan around 9am and... *checks ingredients*... well crap. Sugar is the third ingredient. *Sigh*, that's probably it. Stupid food-sensitivity. Well, knowing that it was probably actually caused by something avoidable helps a bit.
Anyway, determined at least not to get out of bed yet, but today is definitely going to be a low-cope day, and now I'm seriously doubting whether it's wise to go to a show Friday night with no fewer than three parties that I know of going on on Saturday and the big push for moving on Sunday.
Anyway, whine. See title. You were warned.
Going to at least stay in bed until hunger makes me get up. Ugh.
5am. 5 @!#$@ing am is when my body finally manages it. Then I "sleep in" until 10am and am wide awake. And by "wide awake" I mean completely %!@$!ing exhausted, but fearing that I'm up for good anyway.
I seriously cannot deal with this.
Trying to figure out why this happened, I realize that I finished off a serving of museli from Au Bon Pan around 9am and... *checks ingredients*... well crap. Sugar is the third ingredient. *Sigh*, that's probably it. Stupid food-sensitivity. Well, knowing that it was probably actually caused by something avoidable helps a bit.
Anyway, determined at least not to get out of bed yet, but today is definitely going to be a low-cope day, and now I'm seriously doubting whether it's wise to go to a show Friday night with no fewer than three parties that I know of going on on Saturday and the big push for moving on Sunday.
Anyway, whine. See title. You were warned.
Going to at least stay in bed until hunger makes me get up. Ugh.