The songs that saved
Oct. 26th, 2016 10:28 pmOh man. So, a conversation about Henry Rollins led me to dig up this goofy-ass video on YouTube. This goofy-ass video saved me. No lie.
I don't think I've watched the actual video since I first saw it some time in middle school (after which I acquired the album asap), and it's hard to see it now without smirking at Henry's "I AM GOING TO YELL AT YOU LIKE AN ANGRY GYM TEACHER ABOUT *FEELINGS*" thing, but at the time, it was exactly, _exactly_, what I needed.
I needed a model of masculinity that unapologetically had emotions, that yelled and screamed about them, and that told me it was going to be ok.
The post-guitar-solo pep talk (because that's a thing in Rollins Band music) at 3:30 still gets me, not because it doesn't seem silly and a bit too on-the-nose to me now, but because I still remember how 8th-grade me reacted to it. He was sitting on the living room floor crying at the TV. And he re-listened to that song a *lot*.
So now I'm wondering: if you have a song, one particular song, that did more than any other for you in your young life, what is it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o28dyt7w3As
I don't think I've watched the actual video since I first saw it some time in middle school (after which I acquired the album asap), and it's hard to see it now without smirking at Henry's "I AM GOING TO YELL AT YOU LIKE AN ANGRY GYM TEACHER ABOUT *FEELINGS*" thing, but at the time, it was exactly, _exactly_, what I needed.
I needed a model of masculinity that unapologetically had emotions, that yelled and screamed about them, and that told me it was going to be ok.
The post-guitar-solo pep talk (because that's a thing in Rollins Band music) at 3:30 still gets me, not because it doesn't seem silly and a bit too on-the-nose to me now, but because I still remember how 8th-grade me reacted to it. He was sitting on the living room floor crying at the TV. And he re-listened to that song a *lot*.
So now I'm wondering: if you have a song, one particular song, that did more than any other for you in your young life, what is it?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o28dyt7w3As