Found the emotion.

[usernamenumber]

I guess I should be glad that it's more sadness than anger.

Still, sadness.

Figured out a more concise way to summarize my take on what happened: "she realized that I was falling had fallen in love with her and that she wasn't falling in love with me, and that that would only lead to a place that hurt us more the further it went".

I get it, and yet... ow.


Context here.. No need to re-iterate *hugs* from the previous thread. Just recording this for completeness' sake.

Comments

[emp42ress.livejournal.com]

Sympathy.

[usernamenumber.livejournal.com]

...does sitting in a coffee shop ostensibly working but mostly just staring at the rain count?

[elusiveat.livejournal.com]

[hugs] Hang in there.

I'm around if you want someone to talk to. Not sure what methods you have of reaching me, but I'm sure we could figure it out if you end up wanting an extra ear through any of this.

[juldea.livejournal.com]

So... not sure this would be at all appreciated. But if Happy Together is still stuck in your head, you can at least avoid the complete wrongness of the original by listening to the version done by the Flobots, or at least the second verse: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BDQ5kt4BYnI

[usernamenumber.livejournal.com]

Heh. funny you should mention that. The reason it was stuck in my head is because I caught the end of your show Tuesday morning, so it's sort of the Flobots' fault =:P. Hadn't fully grokked the new lyrics, though, so thank you for the link.