Just whining. Move along...

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Had a big cup of tea, an adderall (legit prescription, just to be clear), some dried fruit and a muffin with honey, and for the first time today I feel like I can kinda cope. I know that a lot of my energy deficit lately is due to not sleeping well (insomnia again last night), but feeling like it takes so much energy to be happy that one needs stimulants to accomplish the feat is, well, really depressing. =:(
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Venting helps some.